i forgot

i forgot that i'm no longer capitalizing. sorry about that.

It's Not That I'm Going to Be Ok

It's that I am ok. There is currently nothing traumatic or life-altering or fantastic in my life at the moment. There never really was anything of the sort in my life ever. I've decided that I lead a pretty non-offensive and un-noteworthy life. As irreverential as I may be in real life, I'm not even a blip on someone's radar. But I'm ok with that, strangely enough.

I think it's in line with every nihilistic thought that has ever been crafted since the beginning of time, being alone and being unremarkable means I'm in control. And I'm in control without any real responsibility or obligation to anyone. This is freedom.